It's done. Time to move on.

For those readers of all my blog, you would have known that things in the centre keeps on improving so much so that it would be stupid to leave and because of that I believe that I have unfinished business at the centre.

At first, I believe the reason was someone but actually it was not. The reason was for me to learn something that is crucial to my life and I know what it is. And because of this crucial skill, I become more aware of the actual reason. The need for me to stay in the centre is gone. My business here is done, so I can leave anytime. No no! Does not mean I am leaving now. For what? Things are still going fine here. But I should use the foundation that I have to create another strong foundation to pursue my dreams, to create the necessary platform for me to move out of the centre comfortably. Although I am fine with leaving now, but staying in the centre is a better option at the moment and no, I will not set a deadline when I am moving out. I just have to work on the platform as much as possible.

Thinking through the whole episode, I saw that I was trapped in my thoughts actually. I fallen into the trap of wanting to believe what I want to believe in. Haha, well what to do? I am a human mah, I am not infallible. So since the thoughts are clearer now, it is really time to move on from this episode. Well, people will ask me if I am sad or not after all, this episode just keep on repeating itself, in my life. Well all I can say is, I am glad that I realise it now rather than later. And hei, we all grow up with each and every challenge and problem that we face.

Except for the belief that the reason was a person, all my other beliefs still stand though. You could say I am done for now. Definitely worth to check out in the future. As for now, things are not correct, at least that is how I perceive. Should focus on creating my reality now.

To a certain extent, I am glad the whole thing is over. Cheers!