Letting Go Again

End of the first day now, although I have resolved to let go off the past, but I still have a bit of problem comprehending what it really is. I guess like I said before (or did I?), there is so much we can absorb from books for a certain topic, but when you execute it, it is a totally 'different' thing.

The concept of letting go was brought to my attention by a friend, but I just within the two words, there is so much wisdom there. I can comprehend the part that can be explained by words, for instance letting go means not to be affected by it emotionally, or in other words, not be emotionally attached to it. But I believe it is not that simple. There are more to it. For example, so do we still talk about the past? When we talk about it, are we able to stay a 'distance' away from it so that it will not affect us emotionally and so on. Yes, these are some of the 'truth' I need to seek and they can only be seek through practise or someone who has a higher level of wisdom. (Not that I am saying you are not wise ah, gd fren.) At least for today, I am confident I have successfully 'torn' away from any emotional linking when the person was mentioned.

Actually come to think of it, today when I met the 'passionate' man, I did not experience any anger at all. It is very calming when I saw him, but to answer the question you have right now, I do not have any intention to make up and be friends with him. Nope! :)

The strange thing is that once I have decided to let go, the faith that I have, has gotten stronger than ever before. I can feel that this faith is very different from the one that I have previously. Again just in case you are wondering, I am still sane. :) Just that I began to see things more clearly now. (Maybe wiser? Haha!) This faith is one of happiness compared to the previous faith where I still happy but there is also a tinge of sadness as well.

I guess since I have decided to let go, I will now go back to developing my spiritual self, which I have been neglected since the news broke out to me. Meanwhile let's enjoy flowing down the Stream of Time and see where it would lead me, although I already know two of the destinations.

Cheers!