Sharing Joy and Laughter

Hmmm..... wanted to go back home early today but alas, it was raining heavily and with strong winds somemore. So no choice, I went back to my office to wait for the rain to stop or become lighter. So inside the office, I chatted with one of my colleague who is going to Taiwan soon. Then I remember I brought photos of my Taiwan trip, so I suggested looking through the photos so he has a better idea about the place. As we are looking through, more and more colleagues joined in. Haha, one of them is the 'joker' of the group, a 'joker' where many of us love to hate, haha! Anyway, we have a lot of fun looking through part of the collection.

During the sharing session, I gain back the joy of travelling again. I really miss travelling. Have not gone on a long trip for quite a while already. The excitement of seeing something new, the excitement of learning something new, the excitement of understanding how things works. Yes, I think I really need the excitement again, but alas, have to wait for a few months before I can go on a long trip. There are so many countries that I want to visit but so little time and money. Sure wish I can become a professional speaker, so that I can travel around the world sharing my knowledge and get paid at the same time.

I think my enthusiasm about Taiwan is so great that it makes some of my colleagues excited about going there. Maybe Taiwan should get me to be their tourism ambassador for Singapore. Crossing my fingers and hope that I am able to achieve my goals and travel around the world, to see how wonderful this world is, to soak in every culture that took thousand of years to evolve, to enjoy the nice delicacies that have evolved since the discovery of fire.

But I must say I have mixed well with my current colleagues and it makes me realise that to be able to mix well into any group of people is to be someone who is always happy (or looks happy) and is able to spread laughter and joy around. Be willing to share as well and not be too stingy or particular about details.

Last Sunday's outing seem to have touch a soft spot in my heart. Shifting my focus to my love life, again is if there is anything to talk abt. (I have not been looking at that area of life for the past three months already.) Haha! These few days, I have tried not to focus on it, but the thoughts seem to come in like tsunami. I really hope I can find someone dear to share my life with but again, I may seem desperate but I will still uphold the standard that I want to maintain. :P Although there are people who are entrepreneurs and are single but I feel that I my success is not complete at all if I do not have a happy marriage. No no, it does not mean that I want my success to be complete that is why I want to find someone dear. I just want to find someone to share my success, laughter and joy with. In return, a person who can lend me support when I needed. Friends can do that but I feel that the support that my 'partner' can give will be the next level. The level that can motivate me to achieve more. I just feel that I am at a bottleneck now. There is just that much I can achieve, that much effort I can put in, that much motivated at the moment. Sigh!

For now, must try my best to change my focus.

Cheers.