Closing a Chapter
Today, with a heavy heart, I decided to close a chapter in my life. This chapter has taught me many lessons and make me better understand how life works When I started writing it, I sincerely hope that there will be a good ending to this chapter, but the more I write about it, it does not seem to be going that direction. No matter how I write, things seem to go in other direction rather than the direction I want it to go to. So with much thought I decide to close the chapter, leave it in my "Life Book". Looking back, there were many lessons learnt and one important lesson was a lesson about myself. If given a chance, i hope I do not have to go through this at all because I paid quite a high price for it. Not value for price. :P
But who knows I might go back to write the chapter again (based on request only. Think impermanence) So the chapter is closed for now and I will not go back anymore. Thanks to everyone who has in one way or another help me in writing this chapter, in steering it to a nice ending but sometime things are not within our control. Since it is not within our control, it might be right time to close the chapter, sit back, relax and see if there are other opportunity to write another chapter, hopefully this time it has a better ending.
Maybe that is one of the main reasons why the turn of events made me leave the research centre because I am there to learn some lessons and I did learn them. If that is one of the reason, then I must say a big "thank you" to the person, for teaching me so many lessons. Lessons that will allow my next chapter to bear fruits? :)
Ok chapter closed. Thank you once again to all friends who have shown support all this while. Time to move on.
Cheers!

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