It's coming to me now!

Something happen to me that is worthy of putting it in a blog. Yesterday, two things happened but I will not be mentioned here. These two things happened and brought my mood down to the lowest for the year 2008. I know why it did so and I saw it coming actually or at least one of them but they weren't what I expected, it was 'worst'. So I need to sort them out on my own. So during the bus ride home, I started to sort out my thoughts and focus on these issues.

During the bus ride, the environment did not make it conducive for sorting because the bus was packed and noisy. So I decide to start focus because I was determined to sort out the thoughts and expectations. I begin by detaching myself from the environment, by not 'disturbing' the environment. Slowly but surely, everything suddenly becomes very quiet, and I started to get into this calm and peaceful state.

Ok then I started to straighten my thoughts by first asking myself why I am not in a good mood and list down mentally why this is so. After I have made a mental list of why I am not in a good mood, I started to break these reasons and assumptions down, because they are quite 'unreasonable'. Then later I started inserting new reasons and assumptions that I should be in a good mood. Strange thing is when I started inserting new assumptions and put in a strong faith of 'something', things began to change very dramatically. Suddenly I feel I am on top of the hill again, have a strong self confidence and also I started to have the motivation level that I have never felt before in my life. Yes, I have finally attained a higher level of motivation. So much so I really got onto my work since yesterday till now, very concentrated on my work, of course with the occasional break to keep myself going. Haha, yes, writing this entry is a break for me. I will be going back to working on my dreams soon!

I have this strong faith also that this motivation level going to last long because I have found its source. And this faith is built on top of another faith.

Anyway, just want to share with the readers my thought process so they can use it in their life when they need to sort out some thoughts and contemplations.

Like I mentioned, this is going to be a superb 2008 and I have already embarked on a project that I believe can help me achieve my New Year Resolution, because of this high level of motivation.

Cheers! =)