To pursue or not to pursue

We have watch a lot of drama. Be it in real life or in the idiot box that we have at home. I am sure there is this sentence that resonates in many people, especially me and that is "You have to fight for the things you want!"

If only things are that simple. Yes, we can fight for things we want by taking actions that we are confident will achieve the result that we want, in this case getting the things we want. But one must realise we work in an interconnected world. Yes, one action can lead to achieving the results that we want but usually actions we take in our life radiate out, meaning there are other consequences that accompany with the action.

So yes, as much as I would like to fight for the things I want, I think I should need to consider the other consequences that might accompany the action I would like to take. Haha, yes I did promise to myself that if I met the perfect girl, I would fight for it but I have look at things to simplistically. Current situation and my circumstances really does not allow me to fight for what I want.

Only thing I can do is to offer help whenever she needs, offer a listening ear when she needs. Shoulder can be offered only when she requested but that is only when I heard a straight request. Again, playing the behind the scene, supporting role. =). If only......

Every "If only..." statement can be made but must let go because when one make a sentence, we are always looking at the past where we cannot change at all.

Every "I wish...." statement made only goes to show there is suffering because you have not get what you want, an unmet desire.

I think for now, I can only be by her side but not "by her side". Haha, don't know what I mean? Maybe a little contemplation is in order.

Wonder when I can finally become the main character? Cheers! =)